Seriously ?!!! "Palestinian state may have to be abandoned"

This is actually shocking and provoking. Suddenly the Palestinian negotiators found out that they can't have their county! It's just like they can't find new ways to negotiate for their rights!
The fact that we're too weak to even hold to our goals is scary.

My first reaction on hearing that news was "What the hell! is that the best solution they could reach ?!". But thinking about it a little deeper, you would find it true, we're too weak to even have the right to negotiate or even mention our rights.
Perhaps this is a good solution for now, but it's like the best worst case that could happen. I can imagine that after a while people would even forget that one day we were asking to have a Palestinian nation; they will forget that it's our right and our land; they will forget that this is a temporarily solution till we get strong enough to speak of it.

I'm so scared that this solution would be the start of another long fall, coz after a while nobody will be there for the palestinians, no body would think about the crimes committed towards them everyday ( which surely won't stop even if Muslims,Christians and Jews lived together in one nation ), we are weak now, but we'll be strong again one day .. I just hope that day come soon.

One sunny happy day

The weather is amazing today ..
it's sunny but not so hot,
it's quite windy, but just the perfect breeze that would make you happy

it just remind me of days back then when on Thursdays or Fridays my father would get the grill out in the back yard garden and my mother would prepare the meat and we would have a nice day out, enjoy the meal in that garden ...
we also had enormous number of cats at that garden ... I remember them staring at us while eating :D
I also remember that home-made swing on the long tree .. it was just a couple of ropes and a billow but it did the trick ..

I'm missing those days .. I wish I could be that little kiddo playing with the cats and swinging on that swing .. feeling happy and not caring about any of the troubles around me ..

I just wish to be that child again ...

about parenting

originally written on :Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Today I was so tired after the exam, I decided to sleep for couple hours and rest after that hard day.Few moments later after falling asleep I woke up on the sound of a crying little boy and a mother that is screaming out as if she was on fire!


I could hear every single word that woman was saying despite the long distance of gardens between our house and our neighbor's house… The woman was shouting at the little crying boy with something like "law 3amltaha tany ana hakweek bel nar !! Kam mara ha2olak lazem te3ml fel toilet ana hawareeek !!!!!!" and then the little kid start screaming like hell .. And I couldn't imagine what could she possibly be doing to that poor boy ! (note that the boy sounded like 2-3 years old at most )
Seriously, I've seen such situations where the parent - specially moms- scream and shout at their kids , slam them on the face, make the kid feel like he's the worst kid in the world.
Don't they realize the impact of their actions on their own child ? I mean just yelling in their face like that will create a low self-esteemed person, a person who will be afraid of the entire world, thinking that he's the worst human on earth !
I remember one of my friends once told me something that I will never forget, she said that human by nature knows how to be a mother or a father by protecting the kids from being harmed .. But knowing how to raise a kid into a healthy person that will survive this life, that is something that you must learn. Like if you want to speak French then you have to buy French books and take it step by step till you actually know how to speak the language, the same goes for parenting, if you want to be a parent.. a good parent, then you must read and learn about parenting, ask experts how to deal with your kids in different situations you face with that kid .. And for God's sake, please don't rely on your experience with your own father and mother .. you are NOT them, you are a different person, you have your own dreams and expectations in the child you want to bring to this world .. so you will have to do it your own way.
Anyway, I probably should try to go continue sleeping now and just hope that I don’t have nightmares of that woman trying to kill her son !

random.init() ka7k-eroin

usually people starts blogs with talking about why they want to blog, or how blogging idea came to them , but am not gonna do that .. am just gonna start with a post that poped in my head randomly right now .. and the idea of making a blog itself was a random one , so here is the 1st post !

I was checking some blogs and I found one talking about this news

note: read the news first plz :D

the interesting thing is , when the lady reported that she had the "suspicious box" they made the plane go back .. which is kinda logic, but what's surprising is .. they brought ambulance and fire fighting forces AKA "w geh el mo7afez w wazeera el zeraa3aaa w ra2yees el gomhorya :D" ... and allllll of that becoz of box of ka7k el 3eed !!

Well, I don't know how did they guess that it was explosive !! hwa msh 3adda 3ala el machine eli bekhaleena neshof el 7agat eli gwaha wala eih ?!!

even if it was explosive I think what they really need is Anti-explosives team , msh keda wala eih ?!

plus honestly, the first thought that came to my mind that the ka7k may be sprayed with Heroin not sugar :D , so where is the mokaf7et el mokhadrat team ?!
i think we always make the right thing in the wrong place, don't you think so ?

anyways, kol sana wento taybeen , 3eed sa3eed, enjoy k7k el 3eed !